ugh. this isnt cool! for months i haven't had the feeling to draw and its KILLING ME! i have so many good ideas in my head but once i actually get the piece of paper and pencil in front of me- BOOM- out the window it goes! D: BUT!!!! i'm trying to make a recovery! cuz, i actually drew a little comic in my room the other night. and i must say, my drawing style has changed some. lol. so yeah. i'm sorry guys dearly for not putting things on in forever. i'm just trying to get some...inspiration. thats all.

*~ but strangely, since i haven't the feeling for drawing, i've been partaking in other activities, such a poetry (yes, i wrote a poem. lol) and cooking (which i'm baking something for all of my friends to bring into school on Monday just because i'm nice like that. XD) But not only that, i've sorta...adopted a new crush. and he's been on my mind lately alot too (he was sorta my inspiration for the comic i drew)I've even had a dream with him in it, and i tell you, he must be REALLLY special if he came into one of my dreams THIS early. usually if i like a guy, it takes about a couple of months until i actually have a dream about them. but still, even if i do, they dont come in that clear, they always look fuzzy and stuff and nothing really happens. but HIM! i've only like him for about a week and this weekend i had a dream with him in it and he came in so clear! and i kissed him too!(which is VERY rare in my dreams) so yeah. this is very...interesting for me.i cant wait till Monday <3 and i hope i get over this art block thing soon.

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*~ My older loving Sister, Luna

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*~Clubs~*

wow, lol. sorry guys! i haven't updated in FOREVER! lol
well, let me try to catch you guys up on some things.

*~ Autumn fest had passed a couple of weeks ago and i went to the parade with a couple of my friends, and in the parade, there was a batman and a Joker walking around in the streets. and of course, me being a fanatic, i rushed out and hugged them. lol, and then i had a casual conversastion with the joker! lol, once again i wore my joker shirt, which gave him a reason for talking to me! <3 (this shirt is AMAZING! <33)

*~ well anyway. autumn fest has passed and nothing else really has happened. and then yesterday was HALLOWEEN! And i dressed up along with my friend Emily (who slept over)
now, there's a guy in my school who we call Hippie, and he told me he was going to dress up as Joker! and i thought that was cool, but i never thought that i was ever gonna be with him on Halloween, so i wouldnt get to see him. WEll, my friend (Mr. Dracula-man) Nick, was going to be one of his Hench Wenches, and he said he could get me a picture of us together. well, halloween night comes around. and Nick calls me, and i tell him my adress. and-lol- JOKER CAME! haha, so the whole Joker crew (plus Canada) came down to my house! haha! and i got a picture of me and JOker together! (he's so damn cute! X3) i'll try and get the pic of us together on here just as soon as i get the pic from my friend.

*~ WEll, anyhoo. my plan, i thought, for halloween. was that Emily and i would go trick-or-treating first, then meet the guys for the picture, then leave. BUT! it totally didnt go that way. they came to MY house first thing, took the pic. emily ran late, so once she got to my house, we had to rush with her outfit and makeup. then we got out side, asked the guys what they were gonna do. and they said "oh, i dont know. we're going where ever 'god' takes us (lol) but no, we'll just stick with you guys." so THAT was a big surprise! SO they stuck with Emily and I. and at first we were just walking (with out hitting any houses on the way) and we walked about half way towards the dead end, when we stopped. we didnt really do anything. (except the guys grabbed a smoke) and we were just fooling around.
*~ the first half of the night was , i think, fun. but the second half DEFINETLY wasnt! see when we were fooling around, Joker (hippie) was acutally being fun and playful. like he called me Harley. and he'd come up behind me with the plastic bloody knife to my neck and ask "why so serious?" and then we went to this house that had a guy dressed as an alien (and i absolutely HATE Aliens) so i grabbed Joker and pushed him infront of me past the alien and then i was safe. PFFt LOL! and then the alien walked away and behind where the alien stood, there was a little kid wagon filled with BEER! AHAHAH! Joker wanted to take it but i forced him not to.lol! anyway. it was fun but then - he got far away. he like, totally stopped talking to me and somewhat emily. it pissed me off. i was trying to flirt with him and it seemed like it was working and he was flirting back. but no. it was like, messed up. He's such a bad flirt. but not only that, these guys are like older then me and emily. and of course- they're gonna go to some party later (which they did) and i dont think they would wanna hang out with some 15yr olds who actually WANT to go trick or treating (yeah, they just stood there like, the whole entire time we trick or treated!) and it got on my nerves! ESPECIALLY when Hippie-joe-and Canada started to do CRACK! (omfg -___-'' ) and Nick was being like freakin' VELCRO and was stuck to me the whole entire night! he told me that he liked me and no- just...No. i TOTALLY INSANELY dont like him that way! he's just-no. absolutely not. so yeah. it got awkward WICKED FAST. and then after walking around some more. we stopped and talked to hippie. lol. and we're discussing why people call Josh, "hippie". HE said he didnt know why, just some girl came up to him and called him that becuz of the long hair. pfft. yeah. okay. thats not what I hear. I told him "nooo. people tell me they call you Hippie becuz you do alot of drugs. one kid even told me they wouldnt be surprised if you came out high tonight". And he started to object. Now, i really like the kid dearly, i just wish he didnt do drugs. -__- so, like, after that. Emily and i went home, the guys went to a party. and it was tiring. We didnt get like, ANY CANDY becuz people weren't passing it out becuz there was like, NO ONE OUT. not kidding. we were like, the only kids out on the street. so yeah. Halloween sorta sucked, except for the first half...but i wish it turned out better... maybe next year.

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*~ My older loving Sister, Luna

*~My Homies at Home~*


*~Friends on dA~*


*~Clubs~*

*~ Ugh *rolls eyes* things have been.....mercurial. Its been all over the place! I'm happy one minute but then something/someone/somewhatever has to screw it up and then i'm sad,mostly pissed the next. Right now. i'm just confused. MAJORLY confused! i feel bipolar right now(lol). And each and everyday, i wake up to more and more bruises and scabs and my head is freakin' POUNDING! i honestly DONT KNOW how i got them! nothing bad to me happens during the day! I just DONT KNOW! my parents are even becomming concerned and they keep asking me where i get them from. but how can i tell them when i dont even know myself! what? do i sleep walk? (pfft.no, only my brother does-scratch that. DID, when he was little. he doesnt anymore) but ugh. what ever. i dont know anymore. And stuff at school is confusing. but i think its sorta getting better. (not really. thats a lie, it sucks.lol) But yeah.

*~ On the happy/good side. I have the next 4 days off, which gives me PLENTY of time to draw what i want to, be able to sleep in,and hang out with my friends at the opening of the Autumn fest down the street. AAAANNNDDD, we just got the second season of Heroes to watch (which i am so damn excited) so yeah. i hope to have a marathon of that too. and thats pretty much it. nothing too exciting since last week end has happened to me.

*~ So yeah. thats pretty much it. i hope to get more stuff done tonight and the rest of the 4 days and i'll try to get some new stuff on as soon as possible! Hope to talk to you guys soon! BYE!

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*~ My older loving Sister, Luna

*~My Homies at Home~*


*~Friends on dA~*


*~Clubs~*

OMG! i had such a freakin' amazing day today! XD I wish i could repeat it over again!
*~Lol, okay. so last week, my family and i were thinking about going to the King Richards Faire. But we didnt end up going last week end, because we thought that since my brother's 17th birthday was comming up (which was actually today by the way) That we'd go tothe faire on his birthday. Well, last night i had a dream about the King Richards Faire and in the morning, i remebered to ask my parents if we were gonna go. and they said yes, so we ended up going and we took our neighbors with us too. so my brother could hang out with his friend.
*~ The fun starts at the Festival! i actually forget who we went to go see first. But i do remember that we went to go see Paolo Garbanzo, Sicilian knife juggler and fire eater. Now, out of all the times i've ever been to the Faire in my whole life. my family and i ALWAYS go and see this guy and its only been till now that i acutally gain a crush on this guy: [link] (lol, i think he's so hot. And he's got a sexy accent too! XD) ESCPECIALLY after today! lol. My Dad, brother, my brothers friend, and i all got front seats to his show. and Paolo was just about to get ready for his show when he said he wanted to try something new that he just made up yesterday. and naturally, he picks me to help him (oh joy!) So he gives me a flaming torch (LOL!) and while he takes this plate and spins it on a stick, i have to light the plate on fire! (which i did) so now he's got a rotating fire plate (on a stick) and i'm still holding the torch. and he did a bunch of these crazy tricks with it, it was AWESOME! <33 he took the torch away from me (naturally, lol) but when the show actually started, there were a TON of funny moments. I was usually the one who yelled the loudest in the applause (in which he'd smile at me afterwards) and when he started the process of shoving fire down his throat, some part of me ended up making me scream out "OHHH! SEEXXYY!!!" (LMAO!) in which he replied "hey, what ever turns you on!" (LMAO! i CRACKED up! you shoulda seen the look on my dad's face! XDDD) well anyway. After alot of moments of strictly just me and Paolo flirting, He was about to do another trick, when he needed 3 volunteers. He chose one (which was me!! YAY! <33) and i had to come on stage and he shook my hand and asked how old i was. i told him i was fifteen and he just stared at me like "WOW! 15!? you looked older when you were in the audience. hmph! oh well, 4 more years." (XDDD LMFAO!i blushed so badly after he said that) well, he told me to stand on the stage, while he picked out some guy who was 16 (and pretty cute, he was wicked gothic looking, his name was Ian.AND he liked my Joker shoes. <3) and Paolo made me shake my hands with the kid, curtsy to him, and then fight to the death with him (which naturally i got into fighting stance with the kid, but the guy didnt do anything cuz it's like "what? i can't fight a girl!" XD LOL) well anyway, then Paolo got some older lady on stage with us and then he was gonna start his trick. He gave us flaming torches, while he got on the giant pink ball (of death!XD) and while he was on the ball, we were to throw the torches to him! (Oh NOES) and yes, of course, i was up first. and he pointed to me. and i just stuttered and told him i didnt wanna throw it at him and he told me to anyway, so i did it and YAY! he was fine! he caught it! and then he did the same with the other two and then he started to juggle the fire! IT WAS AMAZING! and then we all got to sit down and after the show i got a hug from him! <33 HA! I loved that show most of all.
*~ well, after my Paolo Garbanzo fiasco, i acutally forget where we went next to. i think it was some really hot young looking Guy( who was supposed to act French) and he was Whipping stuff (with a whip.lol) and something about honking a horn (XDD) and then there was a predicament about getting food there. and then we saw a Liger at the big cat show. and then we were gonna go see the torture show (where this guy ACUTALLY tortured himself, like jamming long sharp rods into his nose with a hammer) but i couldnt see that, it was too grose. so my mom and i went shopping. and then we saw a Jack Sparrow Impersonator!!! <333 i got a picture with him! the guy was SO amazing, i acutally thought it was Johnny Depp at King Richards Faire! lol. the guy sounded and looked JUST LIKE him. it was CRAZY! lol. And my dad and i also went to go see the gypsy dancers, and this one guy dancer was REALLY HOT! AND SHIRTLESS!... and REALLY HOT! lol, and then last, we saw the Joust, and i was acutally a little dissapointed. becuz last year, Sir Philipe of France had Long Blonde hair and was incredibly goregeous! and he gave me a rose last year too (well, sorta.) well, anyway. they replaced my lovely gorgeous knight with some bald ugly guy! >_< Thats not cool! i want my Sexy Sir Philipe back! And also, there were Anime cosplayers there too! nothing upsets me more than to have COSPLAYERS at a renaissance faire! ITS MEDIVAL AGES PEOPLE! not a cartoon! lol, but oh well. other than that. i totally loved the faire. and Paolo Garbanzo was my favorite part of it all. XD i can't wait to go again next year (thats IF there's going to even BE a next year for King Richards Faire) lol.

yeah. so thats what happened to me today. so what happened to you guys? XD
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*~ My older loving Sister, Luna

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*~Clubs~*

eh, i've got nothin' better to do and i'm bored, so i'll do this thing that tagged me with.

Real name → Deanna
Nickname → Dee, DeeDee, Altair, Sirius, Little Sis, Big Sis, and more . .
Status → umm. . tired, hungry, thinking (which is something i shouldnt be doing right now) and yeah. lol
Zodiac sign → Gemini!
Male or female → Female
Elementary → JFK and AFM
Middle School → Hartnett Middle School
High School → BMR
Smart → Food
Hair color → Light brown . .a little redish i guess
Long or short → uhh. . .longish.(A little past my shoulders)
Loud or Quiet → pfft. lol. LOUD!
Sweats or Jeans → Jeans all the way!
Phone or Camera → can i pick both? Cuz i dont have neither. lol XD
Health freak – No, not really.
Drink or Smoke? - i dont (well, second-hand smoke)
Do you have a crush on someone? → oh god yes.
Eat or Drink → umm. . .eat. no. maybe drink.
Piercings → ears. but other than that, no.
Tattoos → pfft. I WISH!

FIRSTS:

First piercing → Meh ears
First best friend → Acadia
First award - Award? i cant really remember.
First crush → NO! now i remember! it was HEAT from Bust a Groove! it was totally him!
First pet → My Cats Ducther and Jitter (RIP)
First big vacation → California, DisneyLand.
First big birthday → i never really had a big birthday.

CURRENTLY:

Eating – ICE CREAM
Drinking → MILK
I'm about to → Get back to writing my looovvveee story that i'm. . .writing >.> LOL!
Listening to → Computer and my brother playing video games in the other room.
Plans for today → umm, after this i'm gonna write more to my story and then mope around for a while, i might complain to the rents that i'm bored and then around like, 9:00-or 10:00 (possibly at 1:00 XD) hit the hay and catch some z's.
Waiting for → Life to be fun again.

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids? → maybe? like, 1 or 2. other than that. heck no!
Want to get married? → i dont know. I dont really think i'm the kind of person to stay with a guy FOR EVER. (lol, that makes me sound like a whore XDD hahaha!)
Careers in mind → Tatoo artist. Manga/Anime artist. Culinary Arts (food/chef). Acting. Dancing. yeah...lol.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Lost glasses/contacts → yes! my poor glasses!
Ran away from home → i tried to, but i ended up underneath my parents bed for all of 2 minutes before my dad started to count to 3.
Broken someones heart → absolutely
Been arrested → nah
Cried when someone died → yup!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → yeah, i guess.
Miracles → hmm, thats tough. no, i dont really think so.
Love at first sight → i guess
Heaven → depends. . .
Santa clause → nope. my brother ruined it for me when i was six.
Sex on the first date → uh. NO!
Kiss on the first date → yeah, i guess.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now → yeah. there is. a couple people acutally to be honest. One is already taken, one i let go, one i ignored and now is gone, one who lives far away, one is confusing and one who is famous and too old for me to even be acknowledged by them.

Do you believe in God → nope. you'd have to convince me that he's real, or else i'll just think of him as just another Santa Clause.

Umm. lol. yeah. SO, Tags. I guess i tag any one who really wants to do this.
but uhh. . .here. I'll still pick people:



yeah. thats it. lol, i'll update when i have better things to say.

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*~ My older loving Sister, Luna

*~My Homies at Home~*


*~Friends on dA~*


*~Clubs~*